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Friday, June 17, 2011 - - 0 Comments

hai hai...tulis ape ek?ermmmm...hari ni training mcm biase....luka-luka bertambah la..biase la...kena dengan PTI yang mcm hampeh..hoho...sakit-sakit pun bertambah la kan...huhu...
petang ni ade UKA.....hope lepas la..:)..susah gile nak senyum skrg ni..sebab dlm hati ni ada seribu satu rasa....knpe xluahkan?nak luahkan mcm mne pun xtau..no support at all.....xde pun pendengar yg setia....eh ade2..Allah..:)
xkn nk cite kat ibu kot..bukan kecik lagi....da 22 da..laki pulak tu...kwn2?semua same jugak...kenalan?naaa...xmau la...buah hati?erm no comment la...dia pun ade keje dia...hubungan kiteorg pun da xmcm dulu....not talkative anymore...masing2 buat hal sendiri....
gado ke?xtahu la gado ke x.....saye dah malas nak fikir....pening kepala cari kt mne silap saya......msj la kwn2...xnk la...handfon pun  off je.....berdoa je la....kalau ade jodoh ade la...kalau xde....xtahu la....
mcm mne la nak kuat kalau xde org support kitekan...:)
k la..hope u ols hepi with ur life.....:)nak pegi mandi la.....doakan la kejayaan saya di masa akan dtg....i think i should put aside about my personal life......tapi....xtahu la.....kalau think about career...hurm...ok bye..

sebak,:')

Friday, June 10, 2011 - - 0 Comments

Baru balik dari lumut...
penat sebab balik naik trak...sakit gile belakang pinggang wooo
(boleh patah duduk 4 jam dalam trak)..

Sangat best dapat knowledge baru....
best dapat main baling2 epal dalam trak..
serang trak depan..sangat best!!
(^_^)

2 weeks comtinously training..
rasa mcm pegi operasi la pulak...
hoho...
takde idea nak tulis ape..
sebab deeply in my heart rasa sebak..
:')..
my sweetheart demam n saya selalu bg masalah kat dia...
(sob3)

sabaq na my dear..
kena kuat sikit tau..:') 
lusa my dad pulak nak fly g netherland kot...
(nampak mcm org kaya kan....;p) padahal urusan kerja...hee...
sebak gile dengar lagu blog SUMONE ni...huuu...dah la...
nti jd lain pulak....chiow miowwwww.....

yesterday.today.tomorrow.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011 - - 0 Comments

Hello..
today my mood quite unstabble...
don't know y....
feeling deeply hurt....:(
try to story but yesterday,today and tomorrow....there is still no time...
wondering when it could be..:'(

yesterday i was scolded by my lecturer...because coming late for his class...
actually i just come back from ISN and go back to my room for changing my clothes..
then i wait for my rumate...wuwu...feeling so angry with my lec...no consideration at all...
today was a bored day...i don't go for my class at all...actually there is an assignment should be pass up....
but i didn't do it..:'(...no mood at all.....wondering how my carry mark will be???:'(
i need support from people who understand me....but..there is nobody...:(

my back was feeling pain..maybe sbb salah tido kot....it's been 5 days....:(
my ankle not feeling better...still swollen...feeling just a little bit better after go for urut dengan pk cik tu.....
i'm scared and worry every second....:'(
too many questions deeply in my heart...
what is your feeling when people ignoring you?
what is your feeling when  people being selfish?
what is your opinion when people have no time for you..?
what is your feeling when you want something but being rejected..?
I wonder when i could be like them...just thinking about own self...

my mum always ask me to treat people nicely even people do not  treat us like that..
just said Alhamdulillah....:(
for me maybe ada hikmah....because of it....we realize where is our position in this world....
thanks to Allah for giving many dugaan....even it is hurt but it build my patience....
I realize that perassan kita xsama dengan orang lain....
all i know is Allah Maha Adil...

i'm praying for my sister's SPM  result tomorrow....
same as Nurhazirah bt Mohd Yusoff.....
hoping that both of them get the best result...InsyaAllah..
pray for my family for always being healthy and happy...
it's raining outside and i'm listening to hijau daun-suaraku berharap song....
quite a nice song sbb it describe my feeling now....

lastly i just hoping and berdoa supaya Allah xtarik semua perasaan syg sy terhadap org lain...
thats all i want to say for now.....feel quite okay now...nanti tulih lagi.....:(

p/s: otai pun manusia jugak...





pillowtalk

Saturday, March 12, 2011 - - 0 Comments

hello2....:D..jam da pukul 1 pagi maaa.....
hari-hariku semakin bosan......huhu
sangat bosan....adoi....
cik M saya ntah pegi mne pun xtau....
bz mengalahkan perdana menteri.....PM pun ade mase kot....:D
xkisah la....sorg2 pun bagus jugak....huhu




sebut pasal bosan...gua tgah layan cite team medical dragon 3....ntah mcm mane boleh terjumpa tadi...
best2....:))


cite ni pasal doctor buat pembedahan...bnyk gile skill bedah..xtahu la ade wujud kat dunia ni ke x..huhu
kalau ade confirm best...cite ni best wooo...siyesly...
agak2 bosan..nak thrill..layan la cite ni...:D
k la nak smbg tgk la....tata....


p/s: drpd fikir pasal org yg xtentu fikir pasal kite bek kite fikir pasal diri sendiri.....:)

Tear drops

Friday, March 4, 2011 - - 0 Comments

sabtu jam 4.12 pagi.....


sangat sunyi......


hari yg merupakan sangat panjang....


hari yg penuh dengan kehangatan titisan air mata...


masa berlalu begitu perlahan...


angin bertiup lembut.....


cahaya bulan samar-samar kelihatan....




langit luas..


seakan menunjukkan  lebih bnyk dugaan yg bakal mendtg...


dan dosa-dosa ku terhadapMu ya Allah..


sesungguhnya manusia kerap melakukan kesilapan....


susah untuk berubah ya Allah....


kita merancang.....tuhan yg menentukan..


diriku terasa sungguh lemah...


mungkihkah nafasku yg terakhir?


tiada lagi harapan?




aku redha ya Allah....


aku redha dengan sgala ketentuan dari Mu....


aku yakin dengan pertolongan Mu ya Allah....


Engkau bantulah hambaMu yg lemah ini....


sesungguhnya engkau maha mengetahui sgala apa yg terjadi..


Engkau jauhkan la perasaan yg ku alami ini dr org-org yg ku syg ya Allah...


Engkau lindungilah mereka semua ya Allah...


Engkau rahmatilah mereka semua...


Engkau berikanlah mereka hidayah Mu...


semoga Engkau hentikan titisan air mata ku disaat ini....


sesungguhnya Engkau maha kuasa ya Allah....

peace.peace

Wednesday, March 2, 2011 - - 0 Comments

hmmm...today there was nothing to do....huhu...so bored....


still thinking what to do...actually there are many works to get done but i feel too lazy.....hee....:D...


actually i'm thinking about myself...a little bit confused with myself....
i wish i could be like others....just think about own self ....(^_^)...


why must  think about other people  too much besides think about myself?am i right??huhu...


this evening got UKA test....fuhhh 


yes or no?
no lah....hihi.....i don't want to go....:P....if anything happen....?huwaaa...:(
don't say like that...scared..:(.....


feel want to buy something...huhu...but got many thing to put in the priority....but..
never mind...:).just buy lah later..:)..huhu...don't want to think anymore....:D...


which is better?be a boy or girl?hehhehhehe...both is better la...huhu..apela punye soalan....;P..
teringat my lec punye story...he had eldest son which is almost 25 years old...


but still study and didn't get a job...huhu....
bagi keta kancil xmau..(katanya xgrand da masuk universiti)...huhu..
dapat kete iswara pulak..pastu siap boleh trade in kereta ayah and amik kete baru...


fuhhhhh..mmg dasat!!:D
kalau my dad tu...confirm da kene marah bertalu-talu.....
pastu siap amik duit yg dapat about rm5000 tu buat duit sendiri....mmg dasat la....hee...:D


i wish i could be like him....
mesti best kan dapat guna duit ayah sewenang-wenangnya....hihihi....


mcm org kaya la pulak...berangan je la....mmg lawak la cite my lec..hahhah...nasib baik la dia sporting jugak...tp his tone quite sad...:)...
teenagers now day...:)..just like that...


huhu..(ckp org je ni :P)
haha...xtau nak tulis ape lagi ni....
huhu..keje ape nak buat pun xtau...
tunggu jela cik  ilham dtg jap lagi...bru buat.....ok tata..:)

.....selamat pagi.......

Saturday, February 26, 2011 - - 0 Comments

pagi ni sejuk bangat...


best kot nak tido..:D


tapi xley tido..hoho...



rasa rindu sgt..:((



dengar lagu pun yg ala-ala jiwang....:(



stress?tension?sedih?hepy?semua ade.....



mood chill je sebab otaikan....:p



mlas gile nk mndi..biasala pagi-pagi ahad mcm ni....:)




xxtahu nk tulis ape sebab rasa kosong....:(



sob3.....



nanti tulis lagila...



tata.....